This is Life . .

ukee , today's topic is about 'when i'm want to get better when i'm speak in english .' know wat ? my clasmte said to me , 'heyy , kite an uwg melayuu , jd ta payah lha na ngengade kp base omputih' , i look at her and just smiling . my heart sayy ' huhh ! kp jeles kan sng ! ' hahaa , rude rite ? they should know , english will bring us waaay to far . english are  basic language kann ? <english q ponss tgang tbalek sbnanyee> at least i try . ngee~ ma mama also sayy , 'bile uwg pndai bi , sng sket pat kje.' hahaa~ so, ma mama just mke me feel strongly wanna speak in english . but , my weakness , grammar ! syy :] . i've friends that really quite good in english . for sure , she truly better than me ! conversly , i'm jelouss . all good thing on her . she beutiful , stanning pesonalities , white , beuty , smart , beuty , lovely , beuty , beuty ,, arghh , i just repeat the 'beuty' words so much . she is often able attension from others , whereas i had unly one eye is seen by others . i feel sadly sometimes , feeling marginalized . but , indeed should she be treated well by everyone , because she is fine . sometimes , i also feel sad about her attitude , idon'tknowwhattosayaboutthis , all that i can say it just she treat all the boys ! when i still couple with my ex boyfiee , he always talk about 'she' . i feel disturbed . so , i mke a disicion to break up with him =.=' . <sorry if you feel> let bygone be bygone lhaa . don want to0 repost , haha . so , this is life , sometimes we feel challenged . but , life must go on ! belive me , we will get better ! <3