Grr~

lamee sunggoh ta update blog kan ? huu~ kindda bz , keje khusus , omwork , tusyen , blaa3 . .  tao ta ? lelaki zmn skarg , jnji bangla ?? huh ! gram je . kecuali ayah q , atok q pun . i mean , remaje" zmn ckunk ni . haishh ! big stupid little piglet liar ! gram jee . . ntah la , malas na cakap psl annoying thing nieh . lnx lha diorg . life must go on , kan ? mcm" cobaan dari minggu lpz q tanggong ! y lakinye jnji bangla , y pompuannye cm bangla ! pena ta ? korg berkorban pasaan juz tok mmbr korg y ta bape rpt to0 ? sggop mlepaskan uwg y kite da lamee suke , juz tok mmbr korang y ta bape rpt to0 ?  tahan bengang juz tok mmbr korang y ta bape rapat to0 ? kecewe juz tok mmbr korang y ta bape rapat to0 ? sakit aty juz tok mmbr korang y ta brape rpt to0 ? hurm , sacrifie is the most thing i always think sbelom q take action , tp q rse , berkorban juz to0 mmbr y ta brape rpt to0 , pnting kot .  bile brcouple dgn ex mmbr y ta brape rpt to0 , dan mmbr y ta brape rpt to0 dpt tahu , korang rse patot ke mmbr y ta brape rpt to0 tarek muke , marah , bnci , tiada maaf , kutok , mmburuk"kan uwg y couple dgn ex ie , tanak tego ? pdahal mmbr y ta brape rpt to0 dgn ex ie dah takde ape" , dah EX . patot ta ? y klaka nye , bile dah bkorban pasaan mlepaskan urg y kite sukee , juz tok mmbr y ta brape rpt to0 , mmbr y ta brape rpt to0 , tego kite balek ! pure" baik ! haha . pdahal ie dah ckp tiada maaf ! for ever and never ! cehh ! apahal tego balek ? to0 lha , life funny . love circle . . huhux . tp tapelah , i don't mind , sukety die lah , ikut suke u . mmbr y ta brape rpt to0 da dpt ape y die na . move on jep . q tadelah tarek muke , hate , memalukan mmbr y ta brape rpt to0 . . tp ni sbagai pengajaran , jgn pike uwg merampas hak uwg len , kite kne seda jgx , pike sbelum brtindak , ta bek tindaz uwg sdgkan uwg to0 punyelah na jage aty + pasaan mmbr y ta brape rpt to0 . narek noh ! (^_^)

This is Life . .

ukee , today's topic is about 'when i'm want to get better when i'm speak in english .' know wat ? my clasmte said to me , 'heyy , kite an uwg melayuu , jd ta payah lha na ngengade kp base omputih' , i look at her and just smiling . my heart sayy ' huhh ! kp jeles kan sng ! ' hahaa , rude rite ? they should know , english will bring us waaay to far . english are  basic language kann ? <english q ponss tgang tbalek sbnanyee> at least i try . ngee~ ma mama also sayy , 'bile uwg pndai bi , sng sket pat kje.' hahaa~ so, ma mama just mke me feel strongly wanna speak in english . but , my weakness , grammar ! syy :] . i've friends that really quite good in english . for sure , she truly better than me ! conversly , i'm jelouss . all good thing on her . she beutiful , stanning pesonalities , white , beuty , smart , beuty , lovely , beuty , beuty ,, arghh , i just repeat the 'beuty' words so much . she is often able attension from others , whereas i had unly one eye is seen by others . i feel sadly sometimes , feeling marginalized . but , indeed should she be treated well by everyone , because she is fine . sometimes , i also feel sad about her attitude , idon'tknowwhattosayaboutthis , all that i can say it just she treat all the boys ! when i still couple with my ex boyfiee , he always talk about 'she' . i feel disturbed . so , i mke a disicion to break up with him =.=' . <sorry if you feel> let bygone be bygone lhaa . don want to0 repost , haha . so , this is life , sometimes we feel challenged . but , life must go on ! belive me , we will get better ! <3

The Last Time

"You started to change before you died. I don't know what else to say than to express our convo in my blog.

10th of May 2010

I just got home from school and I received two text messages from you. I ignored them and went bathing. After taking my bath, I watched tv for awhile and I realized that I haven't replied your messages so I quickly went to my room to take my cell. I received another 2 messages from you so equally, I received 4 messages from you.

You : B?
You : B? Mana b?
You : Reply la :(
You : B? Mana b? Knapa lambat sangat balik?

I was seriously waaay too scared if he might be scolding me for not replying his messages for quite awhile. So I quickly messaged him, to not make him worry about me.

Me : Sayang? Sorry tak reply td. I balik sekolah terus mandi td. Then I tgk tv terlupa msg you. Sorry? You marah ke?
You : Oh okay okay. Tak, I tak marah. Tp jangan buat I risau k bie?
Me : Okay okay, sayang. I'm sorry.
You : Tkpe, mwa mwa hehe. B dekat mana ni?
Me : Dekat rumah. Lepasni nak pergi makan dgn mak. You?
You : Ala, nak makan dekat mana? Jumpa lah I b :( I dkt cabin. Bosan.
Me : I LAPAR!
You : Makan dgn I k bie?
Me : I want to but mak suruh teman dia lah syg.
You : Okay okay, I main badminton dgn budak budak lah.
Me : Okay, take care busuk.
You : Mana ada busuk. B ah buchuk macham. Kalau balik awal, dtg rumah I :(
Me : Eh sejak bila jd rempit? Okay, tgk lah dulu.
You : Takda tgk tgk, kena jugak.
Me : Ye yeeee.
You : Alaaaaa.
Me : Huh?
You : B marah :(
Me : Eh tkda ah, karut je.
You : Hm okay.
Me : Aiyk?
You : Dtg!
Me : InsyaAllah, kalau sempat. Kalau tak, jumpa malam k syg?
You : Okay b. B, I nak main badminton jap?
Me : Okay okay, bye. Love you. Take care, dear. See you.
You : Okay, love you so much. Take care too. Miss you love you. See you too, b. Jmpa I jugak harini, tak kira :(
Me : Okay syg, don't want that sad face.
You : Okay Okay :D Dah
Me : Main happy lagi, k bye muah.
You : Mwa, love you.

But then, I didn't manage to come and meet him in the evening. So I did meet him at night (The last night we spent our time together). So my mum sent me to his condo at 8 something. But he wasn't there then I messaged him.

Me : Mana you? I kt cabin dah.
You : Jap. I tgh siap nak turun b.

After a few minutes, my friends came and sit in a table with me. And we talked and laughed waay too much. And after a few minutes later then, he came but yeah, I know he wouldn't come to me first. So he went to cafe to buy cigarettes if I'm not mistaken. After that, you came to me and sit beside me. Then my friends seemed curious when they looked at arwah.

Alyn : Man, asal muka kau lain do?
Bay : Aah doh!
You : Mana ada lain lah. You, muka I lain ke?
Me : Ntah, mcm sama je kot haha. Lain ke dia, Eryn?
Eryn : Aku rasa sama je.

Fine then. When we got bored, we went to the badminton court to play badminton. And yeahs, I was the one who took the racquet and you asked me to put it back because you wanna spend your time with me at that night.

You : B, takyah lah main. Dduk sini dgn I.
Me : Ala kjap je lah.
You : Mhm, okay.

When I was playing the badminton, you can't stop staring at me while smiling. Everytime I looked at you, you were staring at me and smiling. And after a few minutes, I sat beside you and hold your right hand.

Me : You, knapa you lain harini?
You : Mana ada I lain lah b. I sama je.
Me : Okay okay.

Then after 10 minutes kot, Nisha asked me to accompany her to the lobby. And I said okay. But you refused to let me go. Then I told you that it takes only 5 minutes. Then you said k. When I came back to the court, you were playing the badminton with Icantrecallwho. When I entered the court, as most of the people know that the door sounds annoying and when I opened it, everyone will look at me and you shouted 'B!'. And I said 'Oh hai' with a very weird face. I was just making an annoying face like that hehe.

And at 10.30pm, he took me to in front of the court.

You : *Holding my face. B, pandang I.
Me : *Staring in his eyes.
You : Ingat ni smpai bila bila. I sayang you sgt sgt. Ingat ni! Sayang sgt sgt.
Me : I pun sayang you sgt sgt *Small laughs.
You : I sayang b sgt sgt. Jgn tinggalkan I?
Me : Knpa you ckp mcmtu syg?
You : Oh tak, just jangan tinggalkan I. K?
Me : Ye lah, I dah promise kan dulu? Knpa you lain ni?
You : Mana ada I lain lah syg. I sama je.

After a few minutes then, my mom called and asked me to go home. Then,

Me : You!
You : Haaaaa
Me : Nak I balik pukul brapa?
You : Ala tak boleh balik, kena dduk dengan I.
Me : Betul betul boleh tak?
You : Betul lah. Ala jangan lah balik :(
Me : Mengada eehhh. *On the phone, Ma, ambik lagi 10 minutes lah.
Mak : Okayy.

After 10 minutes later, mum messaged telling that she has already at the guard house. Then I told arwah, he quickly take my both hands and say

You : B, ingat apa I pesan dkt you td smpai bila bila tau.
Me : Okay okay, I promise lah you. Pinky swear? Hahaha.
You : Hehe pinky swear. *Kiss
Me : Babaii.
You : Babai, I love you so much. Take care.
Me : Love you too, and you too.
You : K bie.

Then I ran to mum's car and suddenly you shouted 'YAYA, I LOVE YOU!'. Then I shouted back 'I LOVE YOU TOO MUAH MUAH'. That was the last time I heard your voice, till now I'm still wanting and needing to hear your voice again, and all over again. But I know I can't. I hope you're in peace and surely, in a better and the best place.

When I was in my car, I could see the badminton court and you were there, flying kisses to me. That's so sweet of you. And that was the last time I saw your face, your smile, and your everything. When I reached home, you messaged me.

You : B?
Me : Eh hi. Cepatnya.
You : I rindu b.
Me : Alolo rindu you jugak sayang.
You : Tgh buat apa?
Me : Tkda buat apa apa. You?
You : Sama lah, lapar.
Me : Pergi lah makan.
You : Nak pergi makan dengan Alfiq jap boleh?
Me : Oh okay, pergi lah. Take care.
You : K, jap. Nak siap.

*I didn't reply. Then,

You : B?
Me : Yes?
You : Nape tak reply?
Me : Lah, ckp nak siap.
You : Okay okay, I dah nak pergi makan tau.
Me : Okay. Take care k.
You : Okay. B, nak drive jap. Japg I msg balik.
Me : Alright, elok elok.

After a few minutes,

You : B?
Me : Yo.
You : B jgn tinggalkan I?
Me : Sayang, knpa dgn you ni?
You : Tak, I takut b tinggalkan I.
Me : Mana ada lah :'(
You : Alolo sorry sorry, dah dah.
Me : Jgn ckp mcmtu lg k?
You : Okay okay, b I nak b ingat ni smpai bila bila. I sayang b sgt sgt. Ingat ni!
Me : Okay sayang, I pun sayang you. Lg lebih!

Then you didn't reply my message. I was kinda curious, but I don't know why that night I didn't feel like calling you. I did asked my sister, where are you, why don't you reply my text and so on. My sister asked me to call you but I just don't know why I didn't make the things that I used to do, which is trying to reach you and message you till you replied mine. I didn't want to bother you lepak with your friends, maybe.

So I fall asleep while waiting for you. I managed to sleep only for a few minutes. Then, Nisa called me. I didn't hear her calls at first. But then, my sister woke me up telling that there's someone calling me. I answered her call and I was waaay 'mamai' that time.

Me : Hello?
Nisa : Ya? Yaya okay tak?
Me : Okay je, kenapa?
Nisa : Ya, Aiman dah takda Ya.
Me : Huh?
Nisa : Ya, Aiman dah takda Ya. Wake up, Ya. Wake up!
Me : Jangan mengarut lah Nisa. *I end the call.

Right after I end up Nisa's call. Amar (Eryn's boyfriend) called me,

Amar : Hello Ya.
Me : Ha, ada apa?
Amar : Wei, aku dkt gate kecik Emerald ni.
Me : Ha, asal?
Amar : Wei Ya, Aiman kau dah takda au. Dia accident.
Me : Weii, betul betul lah.
Amar : Betul lah. Kau nak datang tak? Aku amik kau.
Me : Aaa, takpa ah. Bye *End

Then I quickly told both my parents that Aiman has already became arwah. My dad asked me to go take my wudhuk and pray all the best for arwah. So I quickly go and give Yassin to arwah. I repeat the surah, loads of times non-stop. There were loads of friends calling and messaging me but I managed to answer only some of them because I didn't know what to say. My mind was blank and all I thought that moment was, only ARWAH.

And the saddest phone call I received on that morning was from Hazmie. He cried when he was on the phone with me. We didn't get to say anything than crying out loud. I couldn't stop crying and Hazmie told me to be strong. I didn't say anything, I couldn't stop crying. Oh god, I can't believe I'm crying right now. Hazmie, thanks so much for the supports k. Sayang kau!

After half an hour later, my dad asked me to go to the hospital with him. My mum dad and my sister followed to the hospital. When we've arrived there, the first person I saw, was Kak Aisyah (Aiman's eldest sister). She came to me and hugged me waaay too tight! And both of us couldn't stop crying. After that, I hugged Aiman's mom. She was crying too but I can't believe that she was waay too strong accepting the fact that her son was not here anymore.

I met some of my friends there, all I can say is I couldn't stop crying. My eyes looked like asdfghjkl I don't know what to say. At the hospital, I didn't stop giving Aiman non-stop Yassin. Then, after half an hour later, someone shouted 'Amirul?'. Everyone stood up and quickly go to the 'forensik''s room.

And the only 'thing' we saw was, Allahyarham Amirul Aiman's body, right in front of our eyes. I cried out loud. And it was the last time I hold his face. He was so cold. And he looked different. There was a scar on his head. It was because the BANG he had in the accident. I don't know how to say this, my mind was so blank that time and I don't believe that I cried waay too bad that time."

p/s : Just copy this from lovely person http://yayajohan.blogspot.com/2010_10_01_archive.html .

the first story telling that make me waaayyy to cry :'[

trying to pickup some nonsense story about love

oukeyh ! Like everyone know all about love . yes , love is love , as you knoe know , 

love knows no young o old ,

love knows no ugly o pretty ,

love knows no rich o poor ,

love knows no to where we stay ,

so people often call love is blind .

half of people doesn't believe in true love like me exactly  ,  because i thnnk think thats nonsense ! true love just testing us how to manage the situation when you truly in  love ( for me if you ask ) . feeling scare , happy . . like Shah Rukh Khan  says : love can make us turn to merah Red :] 

and sometimes love make us forget all the misfortunes , because we just thinking of one , the people who make us so mad crazy ! others , people always think that love just buang wasting our time . not really , because my mama says : without love , we are not supposed to be like what we like . 

at first , i dont understand what my mama trying to cakap says , but when i thinking for a long time [three month i think :p] , yess ! i got it ! what my mama trying to say is , if we do not like what we would like , so we can't be like what we like ! 

understand urself ! :p 

Dulu" punye crite

di malam yang dingin membeku kan diriku yg sdang dduk sndirian at lua rumah ustazah sambil mnunggu adek ku habis mengaji di rumah ustazah dimana aq juga prnah mnaji di situ mase kecik" dlu . sambil memegang lmpu suloh tok menemani aq n adek ku pulang nnty . aq ta tahu np q rase rajen sangt nak anta n tgu adek q , sbelum ni jgn hrap . kaka ku saje yang teman adek q to0 . sdang khusyuk tmenung n berangn" sesowg at sito0 , q tpndng plak at pkok pinang at blakg q . tetibe q tringt mase q kecik" dlu , abes ngaji je mesti men at bawa pkok pinang to0 nan ank ustazah y aja q ngaji . ta sgke , q da besa memnjg . ank ustazah to0 pun da bjaye , da pegi skola jao" . tringt mase q tarik daun pinang ue sampai sume daun rosak , daun da rosak pegi ukir" lak nme iteuwg at situ . tene marah nan ustad ! hahaaha~ esok nye aq uat lagy . rosak pkok ue q kje an . eh ! q tengah sengeh sesowg . hahaa~  tringt kecik" dlu laa . q un bangon dari tembok dpn rumah ue n pegi at pokok to0 , name" y q ukir to0 dah ta nmpk sangt , sbb pokok ue un da setinggi tiang lmpu (rendh sikit lha) . seb bek pokok ue pnjg umo . hahaa ! . q besyuko sbb da ta 6pak sgt ukirn to0 , sbb at situ q ade ukir nme budaa y q suke , hahaa~ cinte monyet , gpun mase ue q 6taon . kecik agy . budaa to0 un da ilang ntah manee . ta lme ue , q nmpk ade 2 3 uwg budaa" men nenek kbayan , tringt lak ! dulu mse 6 taon , pmainan to0 lah y kiteuwg asek men jep ta jemu" . klaka lha ! , hmm , rindu lak mase dlu kecik" . q un da besa skarg , bnyk kngn y q da cipte mse kecik dlu . salah satunye mase q dajah 2 , q+kaka q+cousin q bunuh kucing . smpn kucing to0 dlm tin , tutup tin to0 pastu masok kan lam gerobok ! hahaa~ at first tate niat un na bnoh , sbb kucing to0 baru bp ari lahir . kiteuwg tana die lari , aplagi , masok kan lah dlm tin . dgn tade ruang udare to0 , iteuwg p mandi . dkt 1 jam gak iteuwg mandi . paz mandi g mkn , ta lame uh bawu iteuwg tringt kucing to0 . bukk jep pnutup tin to0 , aduhh ! kucing to0 da maty . hahaa~ yang ta boleyh blaa nye itewg pegi pkai tdong , tanam kucing to0 pastu dduk skeliling bace al fatihah smbil nanges" . hahahahaa ! tanam dlm longkang plak to0 . ltak kucing ue lam longkang pztu timbus nan tanah . gile an ? , ade lagi stu cite nie , mase ni aq dajah 1 . aq nan kaka q ni terpecah kan pasu mak q yang baru beli ,  mak q denga , cpt" pegi dpn tnye knp . tkot punye pasal kiteuwg buat" halau kucing . shuhhh ! shuhh ! padahal tate seko kucing pun at sito0 . mak q un ta jd na mara sbb mak q engt an kucing yang pecah kan . sampai skarang mak aq ta tao yang kiteurg yg pecahkan pasu tuu , bukan kucing . hehehee ! i'm sorry mommy~ .

15 years Besh moments ever !

sudah 15taon q idop even lom masuk bufday q lagyy , dan masok taon 2o11 nie jgx , mate q tbukak tok khidupan mghargai prshabatan . at first smue uwg kp prsahabtn lelaki lgy kekal drpd pompuan . ?? btol ka ?
yeyep lha , q un stuju . q da uat kajian tao ! hahaa~ sbb q tgok pompuan nieh , satu tmpt satu shabt .
mksud'y , contoh lah kan , ite awu masuk skola mnengah o unervsiti o pape un , psahbtn pompuan y kat skola rndah ue bye" cm to0 jek , sbb tpisah , smpailah jupe shabat baru . shabt ame dlupekan . len dari llaki tao ! lelaki , kalo awek ie kp bnde bruk pasai shabat ie , lelaki to0 sggop putus an awek ie ! aha ! no wonder lha psahabtn lelaki lbey kekal sejak tadika lagi . bnde niep uat q tpikir , np pompuan ta cm ue aa ? so , aq na uat klainan tok pompuan , iaitu mmprthankan psahabatan q ! p , buley ke ? coz pompuan niep snsitif tao . jd , knelah bsedie mnghadapi ap un cbaran . yelaa , q ni manusie cptaan tuhan yang ta lepas dary ujian" Nya .huhu~ tp , ade due uwg mmbr bek lha jgax , y kwn nan q dary tadika smpai ckunk tao ! juz iteuwg ta rpat sanad da ckunk . somtimes ade lha gax borak" . ade sowg agy mmbr bek aq yang da iteuwg da pasang jnji ! jnji yang aq akn jd pengapit ie bile ie kawen ty . ahakks ! hope jnji to0 tmkbul n iteuwg na tunai kan ! yesyesyes .. tetibe bru q sedar , kite emg ptot mghargai pershabtn kite yg skarag , even ie slalu sket an ty kite , uat ite mara , sdey , eppy . hey ! bgon lahh ! kite ni ta smpurne tok jd shabat yang smpurne . kite tne lah sedar , stiap uwg ade kkuragn dan klebihan . tmasok kite jgx tao ! kkdg kite yang ta sdar yg kite pun slalu sket an ty shabat ite . even i know that smue uwg na y smpurna . jadi , ap y q na kp , hargai pshabatan , sayang lah orang yang dah sayang ite . slame 15 yer q idop , aq blajar yang pkare yang pahit un bile dkenang alek , jd bhn lawak ! contoh nyer mcm begadoh nan shabat ite . so blogger , buke lah mate anda ! smoge pershabatan korg adla ssuatu y bmkne lam idop korg . :))

Rahsie Lelaki yang korang anggap tak penting

tok pengetahuan korang , q cume amek petikan ni dary som1 , die sorang lelaki n die dedah an rahsie sbenar lelaki tok pompuan at lua sane tahu . .

         Wahai perempuan, aku di sini sebagai lelaki ingin berkata sesuatu. Wahai Isteri, aku di sini sebagai suami ingin bagi tahu. Tahukah korang yang lelaki suka perempuan yang seksi? Tapi tahukah isteri, suami sukakan perempuan yang menutup auratnya. Dan dia lebih menghargainya begitu?

Wahai perempuan, tahukah kalian yang lelaki sangat suka bila kalian manja-manja dengan dia? Tapi wahai isteri, tahukah kamu yang suami-suami kamu sangat manja sebenarnya. Dan mereka sebenarnya sangat suka dimanja-manjakan. Di tanyai oleh kamu “Hai abang... kenapa muyuk2 niey...?” “Hai abang...puyut abang cam niey pun nampak tomeyy laaa..” Cam kucing, mereka nih suka sangat di belai-belai.

Wahai perempuan, mahu tak kalau aku bukakan satu rahsia mengenai lelaki? Lelaki ini sebenarnya sangat lemah dengan air mata kalian. Tetapi isteri-isteri semua, jangan takut untuk menangis kerana air mata kalian bagi suami-suamimu adalah kekuatan buat mereka. Kerana airmata kamulah suami bisa bangkit berjuang kembali disaat mereka rebah jatuh kecewa.

Wahai perempuan, tahukah kamu yang lelaki takut pada perempuan yang gemuk? Walaupun pada hakikatnya yang mereka juga bulat macam buah nangka masak? Dan wahai isteri, kalian sebenarnya tidak perlu risaukan bentuk badan sangat kerana suami suka memeluk anda, kerana anda wangi dan mereka suka mencium kamu, kerana rambut kamu yang sentiasa rapi (tidak kusut masai dan mengerbang-gerbang) Jadi jagalah kebersihan diri dan selalulah mandi. Walau pun kadang-kadang para suami ni pun bukanlah wangi semanjang, kadang tur kitorang pun hapak juga. Hahahaha...

Tahu tak perempuan yang lelaki suka kalian pakai jarang-jarang, dan singkat-singkat. Mereka suka tengok, kalau dapat mereka gatal nak pegang. Tapi percayalah, yang mereka tidak akan sekali-kali menjadikan anda pilihan no satu untuk dijadikan isteri. Wahai isteri, tahu tak kamu semua aper kenyataan yang sebenarnya apabila suami anda memberi komenter pada pakaian anda..? Contoh: Hisk...!!! Pegi salin laa baju lain. (sebab seksi sangat).” Sebenarnya mereka suka sangat tur, tapi mereka nih spesis yang tak leh berkongsi apa pun dengan orang lain. Sebenarnya mereka tidak mahu orang lain lihat yang isterinya sangat menarik. Jadi pandai-pandailah kalian menyakinkan mereka yang permandangan yang sangat indah itu hanya untuk mereka sahaja, pasti suamimu akan lebih betah di rumah dari di kedai mamak.

Wahai perempuan, kamu nak tahu tak bila kalian berkata “ aku tak nak kacau dialah, aku nak bagi ruang pada dia. Itu privasi dia” sebenarnya kamu meletakkan hubungan kamu dalam bahaya. Kerana lelaki sangat suka perempaun yang merengek-rengek dengan dia. Berbeza pula dengan suami, jangan sekali-kali isteri merengek-rengek yang bukan-bukan sewaktu suami sedang melakukan sesuatu yang pada pendapat mereka itu satu pekerjaan yang penting. Contoh sewaktu tayangan lansung liga juara-juara eropah...? Hahahahhaa.

Wahai perempuan. Tahu tidak sifat pak turut kalian hanya merendahkan nilai kalian disisi lelaki? Namun bagi seorang isteri pula sifat itu sangatlah penting. Itu melambangkan bertapa setianya kamu dengan suamimu. Tapi bukan bermakna kamu akan membiarkan mereka melakukan kesilapan dalam membuat keputusan. Mereka(suami-suami) ini perlukan kamu untuk memberi penilaian dalam membuat keputusan.

Satu lagi wahai perempuan dan isteri. Ini rasa dek aku sama jer, baik sebelum kamu menjadi isterinya atau sesudah menjadi isteri mereka. Janganlah kalian memakai mekap yang tebal-tebal, sampai nampak berkilat-kilat muka. Sampai kalau berpeluh meleleh-leleh macam air susu... Yarkkkk!!!! Tak sanggup laaa aku. Cukup la badan tak bau busuk, bibir tidak  nampak lebam dan pucat. Kalau tidak jangan salahkan suami-suami kalian kerana jarang mencium pipi kamu. Dan jangan mengerutkan kening kamu semua bila boyfriend korang menyeberang jalan tanpa memegang tangan korang. Laju jer dia jalan, seolah-olah tak mahu ada kaitan aper-aper ngan kamu. Dia malu la tur dengan mekap yang dah macam opera cina.

Wahai perempuan semua, andai kata adik korang datang menyibuk sewaktu teman lelaki korang datang bertandang kerumah dan minum petang disana. Jangan sekali-kali korang menengking adik korang depan dia. Sebab itu akan membuatkan mereka berhenti untuk melangkah lebih jauh dalam perhubungan kalian. Dan wahai isteri-isteri yang cantik akhlak semua. Jangan kamu memarahi anak-anak kamu dengan suara yang nyaring dan gertakan-gertakan yang menakutkan. Kerana suami-suami sangat sensitif akan keadaan ini sebenarnya. Walaupun pada pemerhatian kamu mereka seolah tidak mengambil pusing. Tapi sebenarnya mereka sangat sakit hati ketika itu. Kalaulah kalian itu bukan ibu-ibu kepada anak-anaknya, mungkin kalian telah makan penampar dari pagi-pagi buta lagi dah.

Satu perkara yang selalu diabaikan oleh perempuan bila mereka bergelar isteri. Suami kamu sebenarnya suka kalau kamu nakal dengan mereka. (bagaimana? Laaa lua pikir la sendiri) Hahahaha.... Tau kenaper ? Sebab lelaki nih, sama ada dia lelaki, suami atau ayah. Mereka tetap nakal sampai bila-bila. Jadi imbangilah kenakalan mereka. Dan dalam hati mereka pula, mereka, lelaki ini sangat lambat tuanya. Forever young. Hehhehee.....

Aktiviti Lari rumah dan kamii

heyy , ta dinafikn skarg bnyk kes budaa lari rumah juz sbb utame na itot pawe ! ito0 budaa y tate akal bb ie ta pikir mak bpak ie da bg duit , da tgong mkn ie , beli bju bru , beli an kete and +++ , p maseh na itot pawe y juz tao bg dose ! y pnting dapatss , engt agy cigu q ckp lelaki klo da pat brg free amek ! bile da buruk buang lha plakk , p q tao ta sume laky cm to0 , masalah nye majoriti sume cm to0o , gile" .p ta sume uwg lary rumah dsbb an pawe je , myb tkann dary mak bpk ,
aade sato0 kes y q denga pasai lary rumah paz tene lempg nan bpk sbb kantoi dating , huiishh ! kesalahn sndiri an , tarik adek sndiri ajak  kemas" brg , y adek nyer puns da kaku ta tao na uat ap , y vodoes nye si adik p itot jek , da pecot nek moto p uma nenek , nenek tnye np ? eikk ! segan lha plak na jwbs , sbb ta kn na ckp nan nenek y ite kntoi dating . bile dtnyer , juz bdiamm n naness jek . hurmm , budaa" ! . nenek pun mlz na tnyer dah . p y besh nye adet badet to0 p skola esok nye , heiiyy , mlang" . sbb kasot skola tetingl lak at umaa ! da p balek amek kasot skola , y mak pade due uwg buda to0 jeling jekk , pelix un ade gax ! rupe'y mak diowg ni da tao ank" ie to0 p uma nnk , ylaa , mane agy na p an . ptot lha ta kesaa jek . alek dary skolaa , engt an nak p uma nnk ieuwg to0 alek , lorr~ balek uma jgxx ! , bile tnye np ? sgn lha nnk tnyer np lary uma , yuran skola ta bayar lagi niehh . na duit ?  , sudaahh ! mak nye hnye mgeleng mlihat ank" nye y ta fikir dlu sbelom lari ruma ! balek engt an nak mnx map , cehh ! mnx duit . kurg aja to0 nme'y . vongoxss !
so jgn lha itot pangai kanak" di ataz yep , tok pgntahuan , adet kpd si kakak ni fom4 n si kakak fom6 . y kakak nye to0 da abes skola p pangaii , tale kp daah . p si kakak to0 ckunk sudaa alims ! huhuu~ alhamdulillah .
THE END .

besh nyer smalm q nn mmbr" q at bilek ERT , cigu tate , so iteuwg wt cm uma sndiri , bukk peti sejuk sukety je minum ai at lam to0 , ta smpai aty na mek ai , mek ai batuu . oleh sbb bilek ue at tgkt atassss skali , dan cume pompuan , humm , mule buat onahh ! . ade sowg mmbr q ni , Fia (bukan nama sebenar) p baleng air batu kt tgkt bawah , aduhhh ! tekene plak at sowg cigu baruu to0 . ap lagi , memecut laju die masuk kedalam bilik ERT to0 . hahahaa ! then mase kt lua jugax , nmpk pmandgn taman perumahan to0 , waahh ! cantek sungguh ! kiteuwg pun nyanyi lagu bile cinta darpd Gio kuat" . hahaa ! besh" . at sito0 jgx mmbr q ina (bukan nama sebenar) mgunting rmbutnyer , ta lame uhh , KRING ! yesyesyess , wkto0 untuk pulangg ! q ta tao np bmkne sanads , vongoxs !

Aku di kRs

heiissh ! bez'y da alek dary skolahh , aryni ary rabuu , ade kokurikulum . y ta besh'y asek lha uniformm .
mnympah tol . permainan+kelab juz wt bpe kali je lam setaon . urggh ! unfair kn sbb lbey kn unifom dary y len" . y len" ue pntg jugxx . papepun , stiap ary rabu ad pasar tanii ! yeayy !! hahaa~ slalu jln" nn mmbr at cito0 , kkdg juz tyg ukew je , ta uat pape unn . huhuhu~ , p ton ni q da bek sket , cewwahhh :p . ta leyh bla laa . arini tate pape y blaku punn .

na btwuu , unifom q masok unit KRS ! disiplin ketattt bgett .

                              
p/s: gamba q tiade di atass oukeyhh .
                 being honestly , aktviti KRS ue un  besh jugaxx , even agx boringg sdikit . p , besh" . huhu~
ade game iteuwg tene wt , arini , cm byase , kawad dlu . pastu men game SYABAS , ta tao na kp cAne cre men game uhh . then , iteuwg wt game cipta barisan y palengggggg panjangg mggunakan brg" y ade kt kiteuwg ! y ni beshh , adla jugax q 6pak sifat kjesame iteuwg , ahakks ! , macam uwg gile daa . pztu engt an na wt game cipte barisan pendekk , p mse ta mengizinkan , da alek plakk . p tapee , ehh ! da kol 53o , stop sdaa ! na ciap" p pasar tanii ! hahaa~ chill

DnDeer y MemaLukaN !

arini , 15 Feb 2011 , seLase ,
cutii , smpene mauLidur rAsuL , biLe cuti , byase lha . . bnyk kje skola y cigu bg , btimbun'timbun . ni pun ta start agy  . dpt cigu plak sumer grg" blake , ta siap je kje mzty kne dndee . waduhh , aq prlu kan ptolongan !
sekola to0 mken pelik lhaa , ary" ade spotcek . tne dnde je mzty twoz isi borg STUDM ! msok lak at sijil bnty skola ty . . bpe bnyk daah q tne . ksalahn kcik jee , blablablaaa . adew skali q tne ary rabuu , tne tahann nan cigu bb tdung pndekk . perggh ! aq nan mmbr q je tne 2 uwg , tne memalukan diry sndiri pkai tlekung dary mule atg skola smpai 1.5o tghari . arrgg ! malang'y naseb ku sbb ary rabu to0 emg bnyk bjalann , p mkmal base lha p mkmal sen lha p ni lah to0 laa . heiishh ! seb bek y tene ue mmbr bek aaku jugaxx . mse rhat ue byase lha tperap jek at lam klz wt dunnoe , da ta kuar rhat cm slaluu , kamii ikt prot mnahan klaparan y mlande perut ku y bnyanyi riang ini . mne tk nye bile tne kai tlekung . da sume cigu pgil q hajahh ta kop wet na p ajii ! huu~ sdey skalii . so , aq nn mmbr bek q ni klo na kua mzty tne Laz" tgu line clear awu jalanns . ta sgop na tyg ukew bb tne kai tlekung . ukannye ap , paleng kurang budaa alims at skola iteuwg pun hnye kai tdung smpai paras pgang , bygkan lah bile smpai paras betiss ?? gpun skula ni buley lha dktegori an budaa nakall jugakks , alahh , skola byasee .
KRING !!!!
yeayy ! alhamdulillah . . dah kol 1.5o . . apa lgyy , aq nan mmbr bek q ni blari da ta ingt dunie p bilik gru na mnuntut tudung ksayagn kamii to0 alekk . msok je bilik gruu , aduhh ! rmai'y budaa+cigu at dlm to0 . q nn mmbr bek q nii top je ukew smpai at cigu dsplin pompuan , cigu y sgarg garng nyer to0 pun bule tgelak besa tgok ite . huh ! sadiss sggoh . at sito0 jgk q nan mmbr bek q sarong tdong y pndek to0 balekk . q nyorok blakg cgu dsplin ue na bukk tdong . dgn ukew slumber je kua dary sto0 wt cm tate papeer . hahahahaa ! mase uehh , Gram ad sdey ad klaka un ade jgk , bcmpur baurr . bile engt alekk , ito0 lha pkare pleng gile q pna lalui mse at skolah
to0 . so budaa budaa at lua sne to0 , amek lha pngajaran yepp !